Moving On

It’s been 10 days since my last LJ entry and the “big break”. I feel the need to clarify my feelings a little more in order to move on.Saying that I “didn’t love my boyfriend as much as he loved me” was the wrong sentiment. The true reason for leaving may have been the fact that I loved him just enough, enough to realize that things just weren’t going to work out…I hadn’t realized during our relationship that I was always trying to change him.Hindsight is never a good feeling.I’m sure this entry must portray me as a martyr, believe me when I say there is no sympathy being sought here. Only a sense of absolution.This concludes our therapy session for today.I really need to get of this couch.