torsdag 28 juni 2007
A list of things
I’m trying terribly to come to terms with the decisions I’ve made in my life and the choices I’ve made based on a relationship gone belly-up.Some days are crystal clear, there’s movement towards a better day and then in the same instance an undertow of emotion grabs hold. Trying to move forward while doubts and memories cloud my every thought makes the simplest of tasks seem tremendous.When I have a day of doubts I sit and write a list of reasonable and otherwise sane reasons for leaving my relationship with Wayne (I think this is the first time I’ve used his name). No matter how long or short the lists I still can’t seem to shake this feeling of error. Even more pressing is the overwhelming reality of making the same mistakes twice.I imagine the impression left by this relationship will echo on for longer than I care to admit. My new life needs to start now!
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Do you care to share your list of reasons?Without knowing them... all I can say is, perhaps you should then cast your doubts aside, go back with him, and see if together you can work through them. Bring in a third party (a councillor of sorts) if you need to as a bit of a facilitator or, if need be, an arbitrator. Don't be too proud to say you were wrong, and don't say you're too young for something that could be permanent.. give him and the relationship a chance if there's that much doubt in your mind.
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